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[25 Nov 2003|12:51pm] |
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there are so many things i would give right now to have it right back where it was when i left. this it; its not a thing, or a person, or a group of people.
ive decided that there's no way i can be playing in between two worlds. its just impossible. im so confused about it all; i dont know how to fix this all up for myself. and whats scary is that times like these im finding myself more and more alone. i just dont think theres anyone to talk to about all this.
i find myself needing to explain myself, where it is not necessary. i think the only way to go from here is to move on.. but how? when what im leaving behind is whats going to bring me forward.
its so impossible.
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[19 Nov 2003|01:43pm] |


new lj. add me mariana
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